I thought that we were going to do a cosplay shoot, and video. something silly. Instead he begins to ask all these personal questions. like im trying out for a porn and need to be interviewed. and I was thinking, well this is an odd cosplay video. turns out, its just me. not cosplay..
now im out a photographer. and he seemed like the only one who didn't see me as fat.. XD ( i am not fat, although i've been told im too big to model) i am not XD just to clarify..
what else was i supposed to do? i told him i cant model for him anymore. not that my pictures ever made it on his webpage anyway. thats what kills me. i was one of his first models, and we had an amazing first shoot. the image were great. but not a single one of them were put on his website... Ive asked many times and he claims hes too busy editing other photos. then when he has free time, hes asking me super personal questions.
oh well.. maybe one day lol
keeping my head up, cause in the mean time, while im looking for a new modeling gig, i can focus on getting in shape the way i want to.. meaning i must learn to be like my friend.. motivated.. XD