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I thought that we were going to do a cosplay shoot, and video. something silly. Instead he begins to ask all these personal questions. like im trying out for a porn and need to be interviewed. and I was thinking, well this is an odd cosplay video. turns out, its just me. not cosplay..

now im out a photographer. and he seemed like the only one who didn't see me as fat.. XD ( i am not fat, although i've been told im too big to model) i am not XD just to clarify.. 

what else was i supposed to do? i told him i cant model for him anymore. not that my pictures ever made it on his webpage anyway. thats what kills me. i was one of his first models, and we had an amazing first shoot. the image were great. but not a single one of them were put on his website... Ive asked many times and he claims hes too busy editing other photos. then when he has free time, hes asking me super personal questions. 

oh well.. maybe one day lol

keeping my head up, cause in the mean time, while im looking for a new modeling gig, i can focus on getting in shape the way i want to.. meaning i must learn to be like my friend.. motivated.. XD

a dogs first instinct is to become part of a pack. This is why puppies are so attached to people and have separation problems. they see humans as their pack. they are growing, believing the family they are with is their pack. they are naturally pack animals. 

when a canine reaches sexual maturity, the very next instinct is to breed. Its simple and natural. its what they would do if they were still in the wild. 

Now, I understand these dogs are used for fighting purposes. that is not why i breed them. My purpose is to preserve a piece of history. American Pit Bull terriers are actually americas first decorated war dogs. Not the german shepherd as so many seem to believe. It wa the american pit bull terrier that settlers would breed to watch their children as they were in the fields. hint the name "nanny dog". 

I know the potential of a fighter trying to buy a pup from me. I am very cautious. still, some are tricky and might slip by. but what they dont count on is i request contact information. meaning, if you give me a phone number to reach you, i will literally call it in front of you to ensure it is the same number. i will also ask for vet references and if you have any experience with the breed. while i know these methods are not fool proof, i am doing what i feel i need to to ensure proper homes. 

i do understand shelters are full. i do realize how many animals are homeless and abused. I've seen it all first hand. I've been there. I've volunteered at many shelters. I've picked up lost and abused dogs and cats from off the streets. I literally crawl into places people should not be , if the need arises, to save an animal. I've seen fighting dogs first hand. I've seen the sadness, the hurt, the misery, the fear. i know these dogs. I have no professional training, but im one of the first people to jump in to save them. that is not why i breed.

i believe if you know you r breed, you can work with them and love them no matter what social media says, and you know what your doing, and how to better what is already great, it should be understood. but so many people believe ALL dogs and cats should be neutered. like literally every cat and dog on the fave of this planet. but its not possible. animals were created to breed, to continue life. as were humans. if  we were to spay and neuter every living canine and feline on this planet, we would eventually kill the species. yes, i believe some owners and breeders need to just quit. in fact, there are some breeders i wish would be arrested for animal neglect and abuse. forcing their animals to breed when not ready, and time and tme again. its not healthy. 

many people may not agree with me, and several people will probably jump me, but you know what? i could care less. jump me, voice your opinion. 

i only have one dog that is being bred. one. one out of four. I currently own four dogs. 3 of which are spayed and neutered. however, even though they cannot procreate, they still have the instinct to do so. they still try. 

again, i realize shelters are full. so dont start that with me. i know better than anyone else here just how bad it is. however, this is my breed. the american pit bull terrier. a kind hearted animal, who sole purpose in life is to please its master, to protect its pack. an athletic animal, who rather enjoys pulling and fetch. a well muscled canine, who is one of the most determined work dogs. a dog, who social media likes to show you the dangers of. the monster that people make them. 

I was indeed attacked by an american pit. i still have scars. but, i see past what ignorant imbeciles are making them. they deserve to be recognized and loved for what they truly are. big babies who never actually grow up.

she has a friend. i cant remember said friends name, but who cares? 

so, i set my cousin up on a date with this guy shes been crushing on for a really long time. needless to say, he actually liked her and they are dating. however, said friend i mentioned before is a lesbian. normally i dont care. I actually prefer to hang out with lesbians over straight girls. idk less drama, more fun i suppose. this friend actually came up to m y cousin and pushed her body up against my cousins and said,"i want to kiss you so bad right now" amongst other things of which i will not say because they are just plain rude and disrespectful to my cousin. 

i told amanda to tell this girl shes being very rude, and needs to learn some respect. until she can respect amanda, she needs to back off. shortly after, shes been texting the crap out of poor amanda. 

now heres where im venting. I dont care if you are gay, trans gender or whatever. there is a simple thing called respect. if  a person tells you" im sorry but i dont feel the same for you" then back the hell off. Dont bother them to the point they are afraid to go outside cause you might be around. Respect. its simple. if you really like somebody then you should have more respect for their feelings then this.. I cannot stand it when people cant figure out why they are not liked, yet they are running around trying to get with people who clearly arent into them.. i mean, come on!!!! 

it's so stupid and honestly disrespectful to yourself to behave like this. why stalk someone who doesnt want you? who doesnt even look twice at you? maybe its just me.. i dont see the point in things like that...  i can understand if you have strong feelings, it hurts like all hell when the other person doesn't respond to you, or tells you no. but theres no amount of harassment thats going to change that, it will only make matters worse. 

she has a friend. i cant remember said friends name, but who cares? 

so, i set my cousin up on a date with this guy shes been crushing on for a really long time. needless to say, he actually liked her and they are dating. however, said friend i mentioned before is a lesbian. normally i dont care. I actually prefer to hang out with lesbians over straight girls. idk less drama, more fun i suppose. this friend actually came up to m y cousin and pushed her body up against my cousins and said,"i want to kiss you so bad right now" amongst other things of which i will not say because they are just plain rude and disrespectful to my cousin. 

i told amanda to tell this girl shes being very rude, and needs to learn some respect. until she can respect amanda, she needs to back off. shortly after, shes been texting the crap out of poor amanda. 

now heres where im venting. I dont care if you are gay, trans gender or whatever. there is a simple thing called respect. if  a person tells you" im sorry but i dont feel the same for you" then back the hell off. Dont bother them to the point they are afraid to go outside cause you might be around. Respect. its simple. if you really like somebody then you should have more respect for their feelings then this.. I cannot stand it when people cant figure out why they are not liked, yet they are running around trying to get with people who clearly arent into them.. i mean, come on!!!! 

it's so stupid and honestly disrespectful to yourself to behave like this. why stalk someone who doesnt want you? who doesnt even look twice at you? maybe its just me.. i dont see the point in things like that...  i can understand if you have strong feelings, it hurts like all hell when the other person doesn't respond to you, or tells you no. but theres no amount of harassment thats going to change that, it will only make matters worse. 

and to be completely honest, i say she annoys me. but what it really is, is jealousy. I kind of feel like shes the twilight sparkle to my trixie. (not shipping wise, just episode wise) while i blow off steam and  try to show off, she doesnt have to. simply because shes awesome. and im sure by now she knows who im talking about.. XD  but i wont say just in case. and i know im not her best friend, there were plenty before me.. but as far as friends go, shes the only chick i would consider a bestie lmao 

her art is amazing, her get up n go attitude is awesome.. and shes the reason i do alot of stuff i do. but i know i am me, not her.. XD which is good. as it was her who taught me to be me. like i said, we arent the greatest of bestest friends, but she is an inspiring person. 

and now on to the main point of this..

i decided that since a special occasion in her life has occurred, i shall make her something to celebrate.. XD wont say what as it will give it away XD but for those who are interested, stay tuned and at some time youll find out XD